Thursday, December 20, 2007
"it was a normal school day but the only difference was that i wasn't feeling well on last Thursday. I went to school with iNah. wooo!! hehe.. I was like so sleepy in the bus and almost dozed off. I tried to keep my eyes open, as i've been sleeping very late the past few days. Reached school, went to my class, surprisingly, i was the 1st person to switch on the lights. I was so lonely. Then i decided to go to iNah's class and chat with her. The whole day was very boring and i actually had 2 periods of dnt. Guess how bored i am. Should be able to go home at 1pm but my class had to take our math test. I wasn't able to go home with iNah so she went home with her friends.
Our test ended quite late at around 2, and we need to be back in school by 4pm. I wanted to go home but i thought more then twice. In the end i still went home, taking the Mrt and rushed home. Was bathing as well as sms-ing iNah. HaHa.. My hp was wet but who cares. She asked whether i want to go with her and her friends, but i told her that i was afraid that i'll be late. In the end, i went to school alone. =( I asked iNah whether she's able to go home with me after the Speech Day. She said "Yes" and i was a little excited as i have something for her. The whole event was very boring in average and Jang Yong, sitting beside me, was dozing off like no one's business. I felt a little sleepy too but i was thinking about what i want to say to her later and that kept me awake.
Finally, we were dismissed and i went to the toilet nearest to the hall. Saw most of my friends in there and was feeling that something was strange. True enough, i've found out that Hafeez and Ahmad wanted to 'solve' certain problems. I told Afiq that i'll not be going home with him and walk off. I met iNah outside of school and went home together. In the bus, i asked her whether i could walk her home. Her first answer was "NO". I asked her why and she didn't have any reasons so in the end i still send her home. We sat under a void deck chatting and chatting and chatting. We talk about a lot of things like our family, ghost, friends, and many more!.. After a while, i started to look at her in the eyes secretly. HeHe..
We chat for quite a long time and i was actually prepared to say what i want to say. At the very second, we saw lina and her bf. I was like,"Haiz..." Talk for a while and decided to make a move. While walking slowly, i told her whether we could stop for a moment. The speech goes like this, " I want to tell you something" iNah 's face was blushing and was so red!! HaHa.. She pushed me aside, away from the lights so that i couldn't see her preety face.
I hold both her hands and looked at her in the eyes and said, "I love you".It sounds easy but my hands were so cold and my face felt so hot. I guessed i was blushing too. HaHa.. It was her turn to say it but she did not pass the first time round. She did say it but she wasn't looking at me. I hold her cheeks and asked her to say it once more, and she said it!! I was like so happy!! It was a memorable moment for me. I missed that moment. I felt like it was a dream. This goes out to you, I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I promise that i'll always be by your side."
**TANKIU SYG!!!!!I LURVE ONLY U! ONLY MUHAMMAD NUR AFFAN HAMZAH!!!!I PROMISE THAT I WONT LIV U TOO!..MWAHS!.. ALWAYS LOVING U...=)**
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